In part three of this series, I shared how God used many different people, as well as scriptures to comfort me in my hour of tragedy. In this post, I would like to share a few of the lessons that God taught me through this tragedy.
Brevity of life
Life is short. We here it said again and again in many different contexts. However we don’t really grasp this concept when everyone who we have always been close to is still alive. I mean, we know students in high school who had died in car wrecks and other similar situations, but it doesn’t sink in that our days are numbered until we lose someone that we love.
James 4:13-15 says: “Come now, you who say, “Today or tomorrow we will go into such and such a town and spend a year there and trade and make a profit”– yet you do not know what tomorrow will bring. What is your life? For you are a mist that appears for a little time and then vanishes. Instead you ought to say, “If the Lord wills, we will live and do this or that.”
My father was quite healthy, and after all, he was only 58 years old. However, he had his heart attack seemingly out of the blue, here one day, and gone the next. This helped me to get a much firmer grasp on this passage in James. Our lives really are so short, and we are not guaranteed tomorrow. Our lives are truly but a vapor, here today and gone tomorrow. Therefore we must live every day in light of this truth. Don’t live for the things of earth that have no eternal value, rather spend your life pursuing that which has eternal significance.
Keeping short accounts
The evening before my parents and sister left NC to travel down to Florida that fateful summer in 2006 was the last time that I ever saw my father alive. That evening we were driving through downtown Winston-Salem, and getting a little confused by all of the one way streets. My dad wanted to go one way, and I was instructing him to go another way. When he didn’t listen to my suggestion, I let him know very clearly that I wasn’t exactly thrilled that he didn’t go the direction that I had told him would get us to our destination. After all, this is the town the “I” have lived in for the past two years right?? Our voices were raised and neither of us were too happy about the situation. Nonetheless, we did both calm down and apologize a little later. I then told him that I loved him and that I hope he would have a good trip. Little did I know that it would be the last words I would ever speak to him in this life.
Now what if I had gotten upset with him and never made it right? What if the last words that I had said to him were something out of anger, because he hadn’t listened to my directions? How do you think I would feel the rest of my life whenever it would come to mind? I would feel guilt, probably even to this day if that had been the case. However, since we did get things right, there are no regrets on my part.
Eph 4:26 says: “Be angry and do not sin; do not let the sun go down on your anger,” it is so important to keep current with friends and family. Is there something between you and a loved one? Something that you need to clear the air about? I would encourage you to do so. Rom 12:18 says: “If possible, so far as it depends on you, live peaceably with all.” You may not be able to change the other person’s attitudes or responses, but it is so freeing when you know that you left things on a positive note with someone you love who has passed away. This is so important to keep in mind when relating to your loved ones who are alive now, because you never know if the next time you see someone will be the last time you see them.
God prepares us of every situation
Throughout college I worked for the school as a security guard. Being on security always gave me a good bit of time to think and reflect on things. I’m a thinker…if I’m not thinking about a current issue in my life, I’ll be thinking about some doctrinal issue or working through some passage of scripture in my mind or something of that nature. I remember one night on security, about a year before my father passed away, I was making one of my rounds and a random thought popped into my mind: “how would I react if I lost one of my parents?” I tried to shake the thought by thinking “this is ridiculous! Neither of them are going to die anytime soon!” but I just couldn’t get that thought out of my mind.
Finally I took the time to entertain it. I thought about different people who I know have lost loved ones, and how many of them have reacted in bitterness towards God. I determined right then and there that I did not want to be that way if I should find myself in such a situation. I decided that I wanted to always rely on the truth of God’s Word, and should I find myself suffering such a loss, I wanted to be an example of how to handle grief.
The same day that my father passed away, my mind immediately went to the night on security when I had thought through all of that. It brought so much comfort, having already dealt with the choice of how I could respond, long before I ever needed to live it out.
Another example would be when I had the opportunity to comfort Ashley the night that she was dealing with her own father’s heart attack which she shared in the past post. It is interesting how God works. Just the week prior to that, a coworker of mine lost his father suddenly to a heart attack. Just a few short days before Ashley’s dad had his, I found myself going through the grief of my own father’s passing while I lifted up my coworker and his family in prayer. Therefore, a few days after, when Ashley’s dad had his, I was able to be the emotional pillar that she needed to fall back on since I had been able to work through my own grief a few days earlier.
God is the father of the fatherless
The night that my father passed away, as I was lying in bed, one of the guys in the dorm came into my room when he heard the news. He shared with me about how God had comforted him when he lost someone close in his life. The then looked me in the eyes and said: “Chris, never forget that God is the Father to the fatherless. Although our dad is gone, God will always be a father to you. This is a truth that God has comforted me with many times, and continues to do so even as I write this post.
The psalmist reminds us in: Ps 68:5 “Father of the fatherless and protector of widows is God in his holy habitation.” God gives us fathers to point us to him, who is our ultimate father. He puts us in the care of human fathers, but they are in reality simply stewards of us, as God has entrusted us to their care, to rear us in the fear and admonition of him. Therefore, regardless of whether God takes our father’s home early in our lives, or later in our lives, it is so important to remember that ultimately God is our one true father.
As you spend this father’s day with you father…or being honored by your children, do not miss the opportunity to tell both your fathers, and your children just how much you love them. Always interact with them as if this were your last conversation with them…and never forget that your life is but a vapor, here today and gone the next. So make it count! Don’t waste it pursuing materialism, and other things that will burn up as wood, hay and stubble. Rather spend it pursuing that which will remain, that which counts for eternity. As Paul reminds us in Rom 10:12 “So then each of us will give an account of himself to God.”
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